#i wish i could pinpoint what exactly has my mood all messed up rn
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#i wish i could pinpoint what exactly has my mood all messed up rn#my brain is just recycling the same thoughts the second i open my eyes#how many times do i have to tell myself to prepare to be discarded because i have nothing to offer anyone. myself alone isnt good enough and#never has been or ever will be. i have to make up for it and still i show up empty handed#like ive run out of things to give. which i guess is true. how do i give what im still trying to rebuild#as cliche as it sounds its true that everyone i have ever loved has taken some part of me with them that i cant get back#i wish i was still kind and openly loving. i wish i wasnt full of dread. i wish i could love any part of myself. i wish for too much i know#i wish i knew when to leave well enough alone#i wish i could tell where im truly wanted#ugh#anyways i need to find smth to do to shut my brain off or just pass out again
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